Well now I have a new blog. This one will be in line with whatever pops into my brain. Mostly random thoughts as the title says. A lot will depend on my mood at the time. I may tell a story and I will probably leave little hints as to the truth or fiction of the story. Maybe some one wasnt paying attention on the road and I need to tell about that or maybe an event that happened to me or that I was witness too during my lifetime. Pretty good chance I'll pitch a bitch about something or another sooner or later. I may jut ramble on about flying monkeys or men that get into sword fights and shoot each other. I may talk about my unicorn, Mrs Calabash, or not.
If you have read my Fibro Fog Blog then you know how I write, if you havent visited me there maybe you should. Fair warning though. My blogs are not perfectly written as I write like I talk. I never learneded proper writing skills. Something to do with that learning disability thingy Ive told you about, plus I swear like a sailor some times, oh wait, I are a Sailor. boo fuck. Dont ask.
Springtime. I am planning a campfire in the backyard tomorrow night. First one of the year and I have some very fresh boomers boomers. See if I trip once a week or every two weeks it seems to keep the fibro pain at a very dull roar instead of screamin at volume 99 all the time. Not sure if I ever mentioned shrooms and PTSD but I will now. Some studies from over yonder across the great pond have shown very promising results with using the magic mushroom to treat the PTSD. Well more like using MDMA for PTSD and the shrooms for depression. Oky I have both but I'n not too sure about the MDMA. Certinily not street grade. Pharmacy grade, then I may try it but until then I'll stick with the shrooms. And the cannabis. The benifit far outweigh the risks. I'm not about to try to explain why or how the shrooms work, I dont understand how so how could I ever explain it. Oh I know. Google.. ha. That were I learned about this most amazing substance.
Intrusive thoughts. Do you have any idea how intrusive thoughts can fuck up ones mind? Some do and most do not. It can be very scary when a random intrusive thought goes blasting through your mind. Just like that. I was talking about the effects of shrooms on PTSD and fibro then boom off I go on intrusive thoughts. I could be watching TV and zip here come a thought that I did not have anything to do with. Its just there. I wont get into what the thoughts are about. Not this time. Some of that shit gets pretty wild and I'm just not sure putting it in "writing" would a good idea. Know what I mean? Anywho me thinks it time to close this post out and relax with a smoke of d bow before I crash for the night. Good night Mrs Calabash where ever you are.
Semper Fortis my friends, hug your kids every day..
